I feel ya pain
HS was difficult for me too. All I wanted to do was go to the library, work on my drawings or go to the woodworking room. Hated sports, didn't like being outdoors, could not focus in noisy classes. Got bullied. Had no idea how to dress myself.
And yet knowbody noticed.
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Aspie Quiz: 177 of 200
100% probability of being atypical (autistic/neurodiverse)
I don't have Autism, I was born this way. I'm simply called an Autistic.