former aikido "instructor"

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A former aikido "instructor", KF, has had plenty of "volunteers" do work for her. The volunteers have been working for her, for a couple of years, for a couple of hours each week. The work they do: WordPress, bookkeeping, janitorial, teaching, fixing the building.

Fair Labor Standards Act says that it is illegal to have volunteers at "for profit" companies. KF's company is a "for profit".

KF's volunteers are functional, worldly, refined adults, many of which have master's degrees and professional jobs.

Whenever I have to do something I do not want to do, such as chores, it reminds me, if I had slaves like KF, I wouldn't have to do the chores @ all. Instead, whenever I want something, I have to go around begging precious lil "people" to do it. For example, @ work I am a Loader. I have a doctor's note that I am not allowed to lift over fifty pounds. Every time I move a pallet, I have to beg someone to do it. ("You can't lift it?", "Am I helping you or are you helping me?"). They act like I requested a liver donation.

If I had slaves, I could eat better, and not have to waste so much time/$$/energy on public transportation. Slaves could clean my Pigpen.

(free association).

One of KF's volunteer instructors, asked me if I wanted to borrow a stick. I said "yes." The volunteer had the nerve to correct me "yes, please".

That reminds me of how I *hate* it when someone has the nerve to say "huh" or "what" instead of "excuse me", but I do not have the audacity to correct them.

proportions: (KF)/(short fat balduglyman) = (plenty of slaves)/(social rejection)

There is nothing great about me, but nobody is perfect. Seriously, I feel like if Kayla deserved plenty of slaves, I do not deserve the amount of social rejection that KF's volunteers (and customers) have given me.

analogy:

kayla: plenty of slaves
short fat bald ugly man: social rejection

My former "friend" Dena told me that KF "is a good teacher." However, it is not possible to measure quality. Besides, KF has not been polite to me. In 2014, KF's first interaction with me, was when I was leaving her volunteer's lesson early. KF had the nerve to snap @ me, "why are you leaving?". "bus". KF did not answer that, but she didn't apologize either. First impression. (primacy/recency effect). Even my dumpsterfire "job" does not bother micromanaging my worthless corpse like that.

I can't understand how/why so many precious lil "people" would be willing to do so much volunteer work for KF, just b/c "she's a good teacher".

double standards

https://www.martialartsbusinessdaily.co ... ree-labor/

"the hidden dangers of free labor"

it makes me wanna puke, how so many annoying lil dipshits are so f*****g eager to do "volunteer" work for kayla b***h, while the same ass holes refuse to even accept "yes" instead of "yes please" from me (lisi). (double standards).

kayla b***h should've been in jail a longfuck time ago, s**t.

every time i do something, that a "volunteer" could have done for me, it reminds me of kayla b***h. s**t.

when i eat, i think, plenty of "volunteers" much better @ cooking than me. (eight billion precious lil "people" in the solar system.)

on public transportation, i think, plenty of precious lil "people" are much better than me @ driving.

counseling

fix house

what the flying f**k ever. i ain't good @ nothing and do not particularly enjoy anything.

(free association)

it just boggles my mind. how the f**k is it possible that kayla feder got so many "volunteers", while, i have to go begging annoying lil dipshits to please do the slightest thing for me?

so f*****g jealous s**t

Does Kayla view everyone around her as useless, annoying little dipshits, or does she engage with people in a manner that makes them like and respect her?

People can pick up on when someone holds them in contempt and you pretty consistently ooze contempt for everyone, at least in your posts on here. I can't blame people for not wanting to be around someone who's so hostile and negative towards pretty much everyone. I don't think you'd enjoy spending time around someone like that either.

Improving your attitude and tendency to always assume the worst (both of other people and of everything that might happen) would probably go a long way towards improving things, even if the payoff is unlikely to be immediate.

funeral

i have only interacted with kayla b***h one on one, two times, and each time lasted only a couple of seconds. the first interaction, i left brandon's (kayla b***h's "volunteer") class early and kayla b***h had the nerve to bark @ me "why are you leaving?". "bus" i answered. kayla b***h did not respond. (rolls eyes). however, i think kayla b***h should've @ least apologized. (customer service, first impression). ("customer always right"). when i left brandon's class early, i wasn't "hurting" anyone. there are plenty of valid reasons someone might leave a class early (tuesday 7:30pm). and brandon didn't even say anything about it. the other interaction with kayla b***h, she was just giving around instructions. it was uneventful. the first interaction disgusted me. ("pick your battles" is good advice but some precious lil "people", like kayla b***h, pick ALL the battles.). that interaction did not make me like or respect her.

however, there are 8 billion precious lil "people" in the solar system and not all of them like the same thing. for all i know, maybe everyone else in the solar system likes and respects kayla b***h. i am not telepathic and can't read minds.

however, short of physically dragging them out of burning buildings, i find it hard to imagine why the f**k anyone would happy and voluntarily "volunteer" for someone's FOR PROFIT business, in violation of Fair Labor Standards Act. so what, maybe kayla b***h treated the "volunteers" in a manner that made them "like and respect her"? some "like" and "respect" would NOT make a large group of educated, well adjusted annoying lil dipshits do a couple hours of "volunteer" work, a week, for a couple years for someone.

Look here, you all have seen this stuff before if your an Asperger or Aspie , the cruddy social skills over and over....
no arguement if those few times that it goes well, almost makes it feel worthwhile to keep trying.
BUT NO law against venting ....!

apart from names and functions,
this is it
lying, acting, faking are all venerated skills
bragging about yourself (and in engl culture lots of name dropping, every culture somewhat)
gets the price
if you don't do the song and dance all the time you're nobody
to all

maybe its the dog thing, where they put on a smell as disguise
dogs tend to like my sheep smell,
maybe they think i'm the upperdog in the disguise departement

rolando penis had the nerve to tell me off the first time, february 23, 2020.

it is now january 20, 2025. innauguration day and martin luther king day.

since the day that stupid insect had the nerve to tell me off, every week, during the scheduled aikido lessons that he usually teaches/taught (sunday 10:30 to noon), i have been thinking about that stupid lil insect.

he owes me an apology.

also, kayla b***h owes me an apology too. one of the first things aikido instructors teach is "tenkan", but kayla b***h didn't even bother asking for my perspective. of course not - kayla b***h doesn't "care" about anyone except herself and she doesn't even "care" about anything except $$$$. i do not understand why she hasn't gotten sent to jail for Fair Labor Standards Act violation. (rolls eyes)

two days ago, dreamt that kayla's slave, lisi, gave me a voucher for free aikido lessons.

today, dreamt about driving to aikido.

(rolls eyes)

kayla b***h doesn't care about anyone except herself, s**t! i do not understand how she got so many "volunteers" to do her dirty work. a lot of volunteers, a lot of years, a couple hours of work a week. teaching, cleaning, fix building, wordpress, bookkeeping.

every time someone says the word "help", it reminds me of kayla b***h (free association). for example, @ work "can you help me load a litterbox?". (rolls eyes). does "help" mean one reptile is loading a litterbox or two reptiles? does "can you" mean "do you know how", or a request?

vague, manipulative communication

june 2021, lisi asked me if i wanted to borrow her bokken and i answered yes and that rotten self righteous "holier than thou" b***h had the nerve to correct me "yes please" and i said "yes please". (rolls eyes). before that, i used to like lisi, but it turns out lisi is too "loyal" to kayla b***h and not willing to communicate or find out "the truth".

since then, every time an ass hole had the nerve to say "huh" or "what " instead of "excuse me", it reminded me of lisi and i wanna correct them and tell them to say "excuse me" but of course nobody's going to do that because they are rude ass holes and "excuse me" is not in their vocab. not even idiots with masters degrees such as rolando penis, kayla b***h, lisi, anthony rodgers, anthony t, dena b***h.

reminds me of this song