mischaracterised phobia

Post Reply New Topic

I suspect this one will generate a shitstorm if I don't get the beginning right.
I'll start with Aunt J (who's husband was probably the first AS I ever met)
She had quite the rack...I'd guess at least DD because even as a toddler those things were bigger than my head, and a propensity for clutching kids to her bosom.
I remember fighting for breath at least twice.
I've always assumed this as the basis of my big breast phobia which sees me intimidated by even a C cup, leaving me attracted to the less generously endowed.
The astute have already guessed from the title where this is going, but I'll continue to tread carefully.
Couple this (pun unintended) with my developed preference for sticking my face in depilated genitalia and the women who attract me would start to seem childlike, were it not for my height requirements.
I have since found it difficult to admit my preferences as a few women have flat out told me that I am rationalising an attraction to kids. (Flat out?... Even when I'm trying to be serious I'm subconsciously generating double entendres)
As a kid I didn't like children, and I've always hung with the adults. I really can't see myself attracted to mini contamination vectors and fuck-trophies, but with my talent for second guessing myself I find myself wondering about the reason I've never had kids.
I generally find others helplessness distressing, which has made my attempts at restraint and tease pretty unsuccessful and in any sexual powerplay I am usually submissive.
I really don't understand how anyone could see me as even a crypto-paedophile, yet some people seem quick to make assumptions.
Or am I so deluded that I just don't recognise the basis for my attractions?

There... I've stuck my finger in a fire-ant nest.
Let's see what ensues.

It's not unusual, shameful, or deviant to like smaller-chested women. Lots of men and women find that look more svelte, lithe, dainty, or whatever you want to call it. As for the hair, it could be sensory assuming you're autistic. It could just be a random preference, especially considering we're inundated with imagery of dehaired women so that wax company presidents and the CFOs of Gillette can retire to bedlam.

Each to their own, so long as you're not really into kids.

Petite women look weird with me.
Verging on the ridiculous (somebody please make me stop)