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Hi, my login Nibiruninki is related to my interest, aliens Anunnaki, tablets of Enki. Enki, in the story was initially called the lord of the earth (ki) and Ninki was his wife. According to the tablets they created humanity, Enki and his step sister, Ninmah. I’m in love with this story, also other stories and theories. I’m living in my own inner world often disconnected from this world, because I can’t find myself place here and I always have difficulties that others seem to not have and hearing the good advice with smile “you just need to try harder, you just need to think more positively” leaves me frustrated and misunderstood. I went through severe depression in my youth, that left me feel empty and wondering who I am actually. I was diagnosed multiple times and now was informed that I’m probably autistic, currently exploring autism. The deeper I explore the more I find myself there. But there are also doubts and they are exhausting. I hope to find some connections. I’m not sure if I ever get diagnosed even if I really am autistic, because my mom denies that and a family input is necessary which is understandable.

Welcome to Wrong Planet!

Welcome to WP! I hope you find comfort here.

And...regarding diagnosis...the most important diagnosis to get is the correct diagnosis.

But I admit I was very pleased when I got my Autism diagnosis. It explained so much!

Howdy Howdy Howdy

I didn't understand much of that -- well, any of that -- but welcome anyway.

Welcome to Wrong Planet!

Nibiruninki88, Welcome to Wrong Planet.

You wrote, "I’m living in my own inner world often disconnected from this world, because I can’t find myself place here and I always have difficulties that others seem to not have and hearing the good advice with smile “you just need to try harder, you just need to think more positively” leaves me frustrated and misunderstood."

Yes, that can be a problem. Let me try and explain human brain construction. We are an advanced species with multiple brains. Some exist on the right side of our skull. They are support brains. Some exist on the left side of our brains. They are the dominant daytime brain. This transition normally occurs around age 12. But for some of us, we experience a brain flip and the two sides change places. Our night time brain becomes our dominant daytime brain and it is like we exist on the Wrong Planet.

But some of us have figured out a solution to this dilemma, we create a different version of the human species. We learn to open up both sides of our brain to solve problems. So the world is trying to tell you to change and become them. But that does not work well. The solution is to grow both sides of your brain. Become an exceptional human being.

Threat this like a game, like a movie, like Enki. You are Enki but you have entered a strange world, a very different world. You must evolve one side of your brain to fit into this world. You are still Enki but you also must walk around in disguise. Learn to see both sides of everything but still be yourself and make the correct decisions in your life story.

“And...regarding diagnosis...the most important diagnosis to get is the correct diagnosis.

But I admit I was very pleased when I got my Autism diagnosis. It explained so much![/quote]”

I absolutely agree and I feel that this diagnosis would be the most accurate. My therapist told me he suspects me autistic, and asked me to educate myself in the topic. I feel like I was much more autistic/ had stronger autistic traits as a child. Now I kinda got more “normal” but still not fitting in, I often feel like I have no personality, or I don’t know who I am and that I’m not fully grown up. I feel it especially in social situations. I learned to recognize people’s state to some extent but I still don’t belong. I don’t know if I need diagnosis, but I do need some support, specific therapy probably as my stimming does a harm to me - lip picking. I don’t feel much pain so I often pick them to the blood and now after decades of doing it I heard I must be careful because the black spots that appeared there might be cancer. So I’m scared. My mom does not accept the idea of me being autistic. I’m not trying to convince her. I just told her if she wants she can research “Asperger female characteristics” and then tell me if she finds me there. But she didn’t.
I’m not sure if I should be part of this community, as I don’t have autism diagnosis, I feel lost.

Ahoy-hoy.

Welcome To WP , newcomer...

Welcome on board.

A formal Autism diagnosis is not a requirement for being on WP.

An informal Autism diagnosis is not a requirement for being on WP.

A suspicion you are Autistic is not a requirement for being on WP.

Even if you have a formal diagnosis as not being Autistic, and the diagnosis is obviously correct to you and everyone who knows you, but you have a polite interest in the topic, then you qualify for being on WP.