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shortfatbalduglyman
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13 Apr 2025, 10:19 pm

Before I started working at home Depot, I was unemployed for over four years. Back then I didn't think much about not doing anything all day long

Today was the first time I had a day off work that was not my regularly scheduled days off

Slept, breakfast, stretched, nap, jogging. .

Then felt like "loose ends"

Nothing to do and nobody to do it with

I hate some of the coworkers and customers and say laborers and et cetera but I don't particularly enjoy my days off work either

Sick, tired and bored of everyone and everything , especially myself

I am always exhausted and have to be close to a litterbox

No $$$ or "friends"



shortfatbalduglyman
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Age: 41
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Yesterday, 3:24 pm

Sooner or later, Home Depot will have the nerve to make my worthless corpse redundant.

I could only waste so much time, energy, & $$$ on my job search and applying for government benefits.

could use a hobby, cheap, that i can do alone

exhausted all the time. used to like taking the bus whereever, but it seems to take too much time, $$$ and energy nowadays.

have to be close to a litterbox @ all times.

hobby, job, "friends"

or just Internet addiction

no car, no $$$, no "friends"

Tattletale Tom said that next week, he's going on vacation to England.

Andrew said that he went to Germany on vacation. they both earn minimum wage. i do not understand how they afford it financially. They might have second jobs, unearned income, spouses, whatever. but i find it hard to imagine that they could be so confident in their financial stability that they could just up and go on vacation.

i used to want to go travelling, but lately, it's like it takes too much time, $$$ and energy. i do not deal well with changes, even temporary or positive ones... i do not want to have to worry about changes in sleep patterns, eating. or go to an unfamiliar location and have to talk to strangers. social interaction. danger. $$$$. exhausted all the time.