Does anyone ever:
-Feel an occasional need to smile when you walk by or approach someone you know but they have an unusually stern look on their face?
-Laugh at silence and discomfort?
-Feel the need to defuse awkward silence by pointing it out?
-Frequently feel paranoid when there is laughing and whispering (assuming that it's you that is being discussed)?
-Become baffled when people turn on you for seemingly no reason at all?
-Become confused or perhaps somewhat shocked when someone you feel that has a consistent personality suddenly does something out of character? (I've since started to stop pigeonholing people, and assume that the person has different dimensions to their personality.)
-Unintentionally do something right more often than when you make a conscious effort?
-Have no internal gauge as to how long you should be talking or in what cadence? I only have vague notions.
-Find brooding and moody people (even though I myself am incredibly moody) incredibly irritating?
-Recognize a trait of an individual that everyone hates but become confused when nobody else points it out?
-Have occasional glimpses of understanding the way people interact? As in, somehow your innate intellect kicks in and you're interacting normally, despite knowing how or why you're doing it.
-Find joking about the perverse absolutely fun?
-Have great difficulty recalling anything at all when trying to describe things in a narrative form?
-Recognize continuous threads or patterns in the way people interact and feel a great hatred towards the 'fakeness' of it, as if the people weren't genuine and real - as if they were just recycling and mimicking s**t they've heard from other people, but pawning it off as their own...thinking they're profound or somehow unique in their thinking or observations?
-Also become confused when you realize your enthusiasm isn't matched by everyone else's? Example: You hear about something that people are discussing ad nauseum with great delight, and you bring up the topic after all is said and done at a later time and the person seems puzzled as if the topic were now trivial.
Last edited by Prague on 01 Dec 2007, 11:47 pm, edited 2 times in total.
01 Dec 2007, 11:20 pm
