sarahstilettos wrote:
I think that the isolation we often feel makes us very prone to depression - I also have a very bad problem in that after x number of years of feeling like I do every single thing wrong socially, I now spend half my life in a blind panic thinking about past incidences of social ineptitude and wondering when the next one will be.
On the other hand, when *not* melting down I am very good at placing myself apart from my emotions and making myself do "thought experiments" and forcing myself to think logically. This had helped me keep my head above water when I could have become depressed. Also, my obsessions bring me nothing but joy, they keep me going when everything else turns to sh**.
Heh, yeah. Sometimes you have to look at it coldly, and realize its all tragic, and its best to laugh at it. However, seperating ourselves from our emotions is incredibly hard to do, and the glue that binds seems to be a restless mind, obsessed with keeping us miserable.
Okay, thats really poetic for me. Someone translate that into monolanguage!