Insomnia is so annoying, and it's just getting worse. I mean, it's not awful. Usually I try to go to bed relatively early, since it takes somewhere between 1-2 hours for me to fall asleep if I'm tired and in a routine, and usually I take melatonin or benadryl. Then I get 5-7 hours of sleep a night, plus a lot on weekends, so I don't really suffer. Occasionally though, I'll have a night whre it takes me 4-5 hours, even if I'm exhausted. It's terrible. I feel like it dictates my life though, because I never stay up or go out with friends. If I don't get in till 3, I'm panicking about ever falling asleep, and then it takes me till 5 or 6, so I suffer much more than they do. I have to keep a fairly consistent schedule or I'll get all messed up. I also am incapable of napping, so I can't catch up. Some people seem to just shrug it off and deal with it, but I enjoy sleep, so I obsess over it, which causes me to become upset when I can't get sleep even though it physically doesn't affect me all that much right away. I feel like going to a doctor about it but idk if I want ot be on heavy sleep meds.