Why is it, that everytime I smoke weed, I feel WORSE than I was before?
I mean, my brother (total pothead) and my best friend (total pothead) smoke all the time and they feel great. Like they're so calm and relaxed, but when I do it, I get super paranoid, I shake, I'm unfomfortable and it doesn't even feel good. It relaxes me in a negative way.
Now, needless to say I'm somewhat happy about this because I don't really think I need weed. The only 2 people I really do stuff with do this on a daily basis so I saw no harm in trying it.
I've done it around 5 times.
I'm not asking for what I can do to avoid this, because god I'm more than happy, because I despise the use of drugs, and I've always been against it. I just felt it was nessecary to rant about this.