I'm not sure why I didn't go...I loved my classes and had a good time, but most days I just can't get out of bed, and then being obligated to get out of bed stressed me out so much that I stayed in bed to unwind, and then it was this whole cycle. Now that I don't have to leave my house and have nothing I have to do, I feel so much more relaxed. I'm not getting anything accomplished and obviously this semester can never happen again, but for now I feel like a weight has been lifted.
Ana54 wrote:
feelgoodlost wrote:
I dropped out of school this semester and I'm worried about my mom finding out. Strangely enough though, I feel better now having just left all my classes entirely than when I was going to them on/off and failing. Even though I'm lying about going to classes, it's easier having a bunch of Ws on my transcript than failing a semester. Still don't want my mom to find out though. :/
I feel your pain. Just curious: why did you go to them on and off and not all the time? Was it hard to pay attention to completely and devote your whole life to it just to keep up with it? Either you're ADD, or you're just as ADD as most people are, needing a life and not for their classes to be their life. I think most people need to have a social life and bigger stimulation than studying BESIDES studying, or they'll get understimulated (sensory deprivation) and depressed. It's nothing to be ashamed about if you were pused into taking classes; it's just self-defence.