TheMidnightJudge wrote:
Basically, it seems we learn social skills through experience. So you've become skilled in acting nuerotypical the same way a real actor gets good at acting through experience.
Yeah that's pretty much the case with me.
People always say you can't tel i have asperger.
I always wanted to be an actor when i was a kid
In a way i pretty much end up leading two seperate lives.
One at home when i'm alone or with my gf obcessed with my own interests.
Things like historical warmovies and historical wargames.
Generally alot of history.
And to fill the time, watching comedies.
The other at friends where i talk about things like cars etc.
Playing playstation, listening to loud music, drinking beer etc.
Smoking weed with them once in a while.
I won't pretend to give a rats ass about what the local soccer team does though lol.
I do to some extend like these things, so i enjoy it.
But i won't get the same enjoyment out of it as they do.
Basicly i have learned over time to feel what is appropriate to be said in situations.
But the one thing that can't be learned is to feel like they do.
You can't unlearn your own logical thinking, and become impulsive like they are.
I can't at the snap of a finger decide i want to beat someone up over something silly.
Makes no sence to me.
To the topic starter i'd say stop making such a big deal about people believing you have it.
Think about what good it wil do you besides making people think you are different.
Let them judge you for you, and not some label.