I always liked numbers, their relationships, etc., so I was usually good in math. I never liked Calculus though, I always thought it was strange. Perhaps if I'd had a better teacher and more confidence in myself back in school, I might have done better with it.
I used to catch alot of hell growing up because I wasn't an avid reader like my sister. She could read all the time and was perfectly content doing that and hardly anything else. Although I did read, I wasn't as in to it as she was. I liked doing other things, building, creating, using imagination to create alternative worlds, universes, etc. My creations were more real than anything in books.
There were frequent remarks about how others were better than me just because they read more, there were frequent remarks about how if I don't read more my life will never be anything, and so on. Sometimes it was blatant, other times it was subtle. Even when I did read, I would get criticized for what I read. I like to read stuff like electronics books, computer books, auto mechanics books, the history of something, but rarely ever fiction. My sister read alot of fiction, so what I read wasn't good enough. Ironically, when I was tested in school, and my parents had me tested independently, I tested in reading several years ahead of my grade level. In fact in grade 8, I tested on college level for reading comprehension!
My experience with reading and my family has always been something I was afraid to talk about. Now I can talk about it online. I consider reading to be a skill one can't live without, but just because someone doesn't read a book a day or hasn't read Shakespeare or Mark Twain, doesn't put them down below anyone else.
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PrisonerSix
"I am not a number, I am a free man!"