The trouble with living a fantasy is that you either have to go all the way away, or drift in and out, and if you go all the way away, there's sometimes a good chance that you won't come back. Most drugs don't do much, and if they do, they're usually pretty dangerous. Life can be interesting. I admit working for a living is usually boring, paying the bills is boring, so-called reality is boring....unless you make it interesting. Quietly interesting, of course, otherwise they'll come and drag you off and lock you up. But it's possible to make it interesting without going that far.
Btdt