sometimes, i don't feel human...

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and i guess it's kinda cool...when most people say "NT's" i just say "humans"...ie "i've studied humans to learn their social minutia"...kinda funny i guess, i hope it doesn't turn into anything negative or destructive, even at my worst moments my misanthropicness turns into humour ^.^ x

I *sometimes* feel human.

I feel like an alien every waking and sleeping moment.

I even say "mortals".

I usually feel like a mutant, as in X-Men kinda mutant. Sure I look human but I have a secret.

To put myself into character for character in my imagination that I am developing for books I am getting into not feel human and how they might think of humans as lower. Sometimes worried that maybe I am getting a bit obsesed with it and maybe start thinking that I am not human, but as long as it is just imagination I wont start acting like another series. I just hop it is not like I have schizophrenic or something.

i kinda feel humans are lower than me in some ways....but appreciate that in some other ways they totally excel me...for example, i'd love to become a person with a tough skin who could do a stressful people based job, thatd be cool x

I think I get what this topic is about. Years ago, before I'd heard of AS, I discovered what's called heat shock. I was especially interested in the cascading effects in cells and how they could activate or realign recessive and active genes to repair themselves and possibly also cause subtle new phenotypes to appear in an organism's lifetime, (without cancer!) and wondered if it could apply to me.

Sometimes I wonder...

This is silliness. Of course we're all human.

Xander, if your parents are both human, that means you're human, too. Your sexual confusion does not exclude you from the human race. That's a conceit, if you ask me.

I consider myself to be more human than human and humans to be somewhat uncivilized. To me there is a lack of civility and I try not to become a part of that. I don't want most of the social skills because I see them as minuses, not pluses.
The social skills I value I already possess.
Have a nice day:)

I used to feel human...

I sometimes feel post-borg in the style of 7 of 9 (a male version).

Othertimes I forget myself and I feel human (as long as I don't talk to someone for too long, or else my differentedness might be revealed).

I'm not sure I even know what "feeling human" means. I've always been on the outside and never really felt that I was much like most of the people I met. But that has nothing to do with literally being a human.

I always felt I was somesort of feline who somehow got trapped in a human body.