Legato wrote:
To preface this, I do not accept the claim that gods exist (lack belief, atheist). I also happen to believe gods do not exist (have a belief, strong atheist). I do not accept the claim that souls exist, however I do not also actively believe souls do not exist - perhaps for the following reason.
In all of my "soul-searching", for lack of a better word, the nature of the world has come to make complete sense to me - except for one thing. I'll try not to make it seem like I'm asserting that I am somehow different than my physical body, because I'm not - although it often seems that way.
I get this feeling of... alienation... sometimes. It feels like I'm completely separate from the rest of the world, and in many ways I am. I am a biological form of life that operates on naturalistic mechanisms, etc, I have no objection to that. The objection I do have is that, well....
Why is this one me? "This one" referring to this biological organism named Legato. I completely understand the biology and psychology of the matter, but I'm having a hard time coping with the confusion I feel when I try and comprehend what makes this one me. I don't mind the prospect of having not existed prior to my conception, but I fail to see the connection between the development of an infant and the subsequent rise of unique consciousness as it pertains to the individual, and, hence, me. What makes this consciousness mine? Why do I not have the consciousness of another biological entity?
Why is this one me?
I don't have anything but questions on this, and my questions mirror yours. It seems intuitive to believe in a "soul" becuase the "soul" idea references individual consciousness.
Just acknowledge that this is one of my (only) issues with atheistic materialism. There seems to be something so individuated in people, ie "Bob" will react in a typical "Bob" way to situation A and situation B, but "Bob" and "Tom" will both react differently to situation A. Experience, genetics, explain it partially, but not completely.
I think research on the etymology of the word "soul", or the history of the "soul" idea, might help define it in my world, or help me understand why all the religious connotationa. I've just been too lazy to do it. I'd like to know when the word came about, to know what it was tied to, at its origin.