Joined: 19 Dec 2008 Age: 39 Gender: Female Posts: 1,858
22 Dec 2008, 2:54 am
I hate to admitt it but I do have a substance abuse problem. I am drug addict and now I am pregnant. I can't just stop because I am pregnant. I don't really know if I am pregnant. I havn't been to the doctor yet but I missed a period and the pregnancy test came up positive twice. I feel so f*****g sick. I have got bad tummy pains, really bad sometimes. I am not expecting anyone to reply because it sounds pathetic or is but I was using before I got pregnant. It pisses me off that I am because I'm on the pill and I use condoms. Sometimes I forget to take my medication. That is the only problem.
I just don't know what to do. I know I shouldn't be using drugs but the thought of being pregnant makes me even more desperate to use.
Joined: 15 Oct 2008 Age: 45 Gender: Female Posts: 148
22 Dec 2008, 3:32 am
Best of luck hun. Go to the doctor, tell them the truth. Get help that you want. Good luck in all the decisions you are about to make. Remember to do what is right for you, in your heart and tummy and mind.
Joined: 19 Dec 2008 Age: 39 Gender: Female Posts: 1,858
22 Dec 2008, 3:38 am
How cute Thankyou for that advice. I appreciate it.
The only thing is I can't tell the doctor incase they report it to welfare. Then I won't be able to see my daughter because they have made me do urine tests in the past.