Not really interested in trying to relate to people, ect..

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I'm turning 41 end of the month. Really depressed about not having been married or have had a LTR at this point at all. Sick of the rejection. I don't even want to try and get to know people at all anymore. I wiish I was never born. Right now just going through the motions until I can stop talking my insilin and die.

No one will care anyway. All women are are demons from hell. I was put on this earth to be screwed with by women, so they will laugh at me. My life is nothing. I tryed to change, do things different. But its never enough or doing it wrong. Sick of trying to change to please other people. Sick of God always screwing with me.

Looking into geting a gun to only use once.

KenG.

ARE YOU COMING TO THE ASPERGERS MEETUP IN MASS, USA? WE NEEEEEED YOU TO COME.

You may want to look at my name again. Learn how to spell.
I'm not going to do anything I don't have to. Especially social situations with people I have never met before. I hate big social gatherings anyway. No point in them. Why would I want to put myself in a situation where i'm uncomfortable? Why do you NEEEEEEED me to come so bad? You don't even know me, how could you possibly need me to be there when we never even met?

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I`m really sad to hear that please dont give up man

oh i see dude, well i mean it sucks and all but there is fun stuff you can do on your own like fishing and collecting stuff and umm post on WP like maybe welcome new members.

i've felt like you are feeling before and it really sucked. we at WP all support you man. hang in there. life is tough but you are a hard working American man. maybe you could move to Alaska? that might be nice?

Move to Alaska? WTF? You are trying to give me advice without even knowing me I wish the people here would just CUT THAT CRAP OUT. If I wanted advice I'd ask for it.

Right now I need advice on how to get a gun and a few bullets. Thats the only advice i'd be willing to listen to right now.

Hang in there. I think most of us have felt the way you feel right now and it is hell. You'll probably tell me to shut up but it will pass and you'll feel better again.

I think the majority of humans are really demons.

Wow, you are just ornery, aren't you?
Look, he's offering you some help and I think you were a tad bit disrespectful. I go to meetups and concerts with people I don't know and I end up making a lot of friends. It's uncomfortable, but you learn to live with it. BTW, if you have a medical record with anti-depressants, they probably won't sell you a gun in Mass. Look, you seem like a comic guy, try hanging out at shop or hitting up a con.

I don't have any history of anit depressents. I also live pretty far from comic shops. I'm not into going to "meet ups' at some guys house I don't even know. I HATE going to social things with people I know. Let alone people I don't know. Right now the only social things I'm going to do is things i can't avoid. (work, buying stuff in a store, ect).

How is doing something I totally despise helping me? Forcing me to do something I hate? Plus he did not even say he was sorry for messing up my name. So he must have done it on purpose to screw with me.

i am not interested in the slightest about peoples attitudes to me. i am glad to have unrestricted access to what i want to do and i find other peoples intentions about me to be pollution in my life.

i see the sun that shines on me and i know it does not discriminate who it gives life to.

even though most people would hate to live my life of "lonliness", i know i am much more content than i would be if i were like them. they are always worried about other peoples impressions and stuff which is irrelevant.

i have very few sex hormones and i do not ogle pretty women and think "why can i not have that?". so maybe i am not able to see your level of frustration which may include sexual starvation.

sorry i am still in a "thick thinking phase" and i am not too smart tonight.

when did the level of sex hormones start to change - around 25 maybe?

i do not know what you mean but i never developed physically past puberty.

you are 22 i see so i calculate you are asking me at what age was i when i was "over the hilll".
i was never on a hill or before a hill because i did not have the adult sex hormone thing happen to me.

it is interesting that the only quote you render and reply to is about the sexual element of my post.
i must get to bed now as my bedroom is very warm and inviting me to sleep.

i am thoughtly sick tonight.

Okay, nobody's forcing you, that's part of a victim complex. And you know, the people at the meetup are like you, they don't feel comfortable, but they go anyway because its better than sitting at home contemplating suicide. You know what, he's trying to help and you're acting like a prick. That's not cool. You're pissed off because he got your name wrong? WTF.

Ok, how about I go to the meet up and mess everyones name up. No big deal right? Its called respect. He did not show it to me when he got my name wrong. Then he does not even try to say he is sorry for messing it up. That shows me he did it on purpose to screw with me. Then he tells me I should pack up and move to alaska? It sounded very much like he was mocking me and making fun of me. He knew I was already feeling like crap, he does not know me at all. Then he starts screwing with me. How would you feel?

That sounds more like you're taking things a bit too seriously.