Looks like everyone's sick of me already

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Wouldn't blame them, I'm constantly posting topics and those topics are things I will think about over and over due to me not having a life or job or going to school. I even considered drugging myself to get out of it. I just feel like my life is on the wrong side now.

Maybe you have clinical depression. You should get help. I should too.

Doubt it. I just suspect myself of being emotionally disturbed, probably due to lonliness.

Maybe just you like all the attention you get, when you tell everybody, how bad you feel.

People must have given you a lot of good advice by now, it is up to you to do something about it.

Tell us what have you done, to make your situation better?

Nothing. I'm afraid there is nothing TO do.

Fickle_Pickle wrote:

Have you written any poems.
You have a lot that you want to say and you have an audience here at WP.

I made poem for you and this is the third poem in my life, so I'm not a poet by nature.
I bet you can do better:



Never give up hope.

Kind regards
Albebaran

You say the same things in every post.

I'm sorry! I will leave you now.

You sound just like my sister. I hate that stupid hippo. Didn't you read the body of my post??? I have a reason why there's no change.

And I probably will write some poems, as that does sound like a good idea.

Oh would you listen to the lot of you!

No one hates you, it's in your head, most adolescents think the same at some point in their development.

If you feel you really need help then go and get it, talking about it won't make the problem disappear and neither will necking a tonne of pills - all you're doing is throwing a perfectly good life away.

I would be tempted to agree with Aldebaran, take some action, stop allowing yourself to feel so low. Go out for a run and get the endorphins flowing, you'll feel lots better .

I'm thirty eight and I still think everyone hates me.

Not that I'm depressed about it right now, but just to point out this isn't an adolescent thing.

FicklePickle, you say that you suspect yourself of being emotionally disturbed, but disagree with protest_the_hero when he says maybe you have clinical depression.

What do you think clinical depression is, if not an emotional disturbance? I spent over two and a half decades saying there was nothing wrong with me, that I was just "realistic"... turns out I was emotionally disturbed. I'm bipolar. (Not saying that you are by the way.) If I had only listened to folks who told me there was a problem, instead of burying my head in the sand I could have saved myself from decades of misery.

So, yes... maybe you're emotionally disturbed... you might actually be depressed. What you're feeling is not normal. Normal people don't feel the way you describe. You're almost certainly depressed.

Do something about it. If I'd had the internet at your age I'd have a hell of a lot fewer scars and a lot of friends I alienated.

Stay strong... and strength sometimes means admitting when you need help.

Firstly, I hate running, unless I can pretend I'm running from something. Besides, that good feeling is oh so temporary. What kind of action am I supposed to take? If I knew, I would take it.

Thinking positive for a start might help, only "you" can make "you" feel miserable. From the sounds of it you're just putting barriers in the way. Think of it this way, your head is trying to screw you over, are you going to let it do that to you? Are you going to let what you feel ruin your life?

Agreed. You reject every piece of advice given to you based on an excuse. "I doubt it. I hate doing that."

Throwig you're life away soles nothing. And it's selfish because it hurts others more than yourself. I remember my friend's friend committed suicide because he felt life was meaningless, and my friend cried for days as did so many of his friends at school. The kids got together an held a memorial in his honor the day after and tons of people came, only to cry their eyes out. His father is now disturbed and thinks to himself "Where did I go wrong?"
You don't want that. It's not worth it, because it will make you're parents miserable and depressed for the rest of their lives. There is always a way out of something, but that's not it. Open up about how you feel, let other people know how you feel. We don't bite because we've all been through the same thing in our lives here on WP. I myself have, too. And if you have to, get help. I'm homeschooled and have very little friends. I'm really lonely. But considering there most likely isn't an afterlife, considering how it would affect people, especially my family, I would never even try.