How can I stop caring.... about myself

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23 May 2009, 1:40 am

...and my own feelings? I can't just kick my emotions to the curb, it's easier said than done!



23 May 2009, 3:57 am

Start telling your feelings to shut up and start ignoring them and pretending they aren't hurt.



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23 May 2009, 5:16 am

Spokane_Girl wrote:
Start telling your feelings to shut up and start ignoring them and pretending they aren't hurt.


How can I GENUINELY do so without lying to myself. 'Tis a shame I cannot shut them off manually. Like I said, it isn't that easy.



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23 May 2009, 6:31 am

Thorazine.. if you're serious, will probably make you brain dead though :(
why would you want no feelings?



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23 May 2009, 10:37 am

I think many people live in the "outer world".

They have no inner self. They are slaves to fashion or public opinion or whatever.

They do or believe whatever is "in fashion".

We are rooted in our inner world.



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24 May 2009, 1:44 am

Wombat wrote:
I think many people live in the "outer world".

They have no inner self. They are slaves to fashion or public opinion or whatever.

They do or believe whatever is "in fashion".

We are rooted in our inner world.


What's that mean? :?



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25 May 2009, 3:16 am

Goddammit!



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25 May 2009, 3:21 am

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25 May 2009, 7:06 am

Repress, repress, repress.

Bottle it all up inside walls of indifference and arrogance until you're nothing but an empty shell. A robot. One of the many plebes out there.

And then you'll be empty and uncaring, unable to feel your emotions. Your heart will stay cold.

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25 May 2009, 4:42 pm

Repression might be difficult but if you think it's possible for you...good luck with it.

I'm slowly working my way towards getting rid of my feelings and crap. It's taken over 20 years of putting up with people's crap to get to this point or starting to not care.



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25 May 2009, 10:04 pm

I got a better idea! Liquor. And lots of it!



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25 May 2009, 10:24 pm

Brilliant idea.

Spend your nights in a puddle of your own piss and vomit whilst your liver dies and you suffer whilst dying.

/applauds

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25 May 2009, 10:46 pm

Gifted-Monster wrote:
Brilliant idea.

Spend your nights in a puddle of your own piss and vomit whilst your liver dies and you suffer whilst dying.

/applauds

Bravo


Funny, that actually sounds like fun compared to my predicament.



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25 May 2009, 10:51 pm

You mentioned you were a sex-addict. Why not just by some adult store items and spend some time with them, or masturbate during an argument with those s**t heads you call your family, that outta freak them out. :D



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27 May 2009, 10:04 pm

In order of severity:

Chill out -> Drink liquor -> Get laid -> Learn to be a man -> Take up heroin

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